++ Tuesday, April 07, 2009

wew.. what a crazy rollercoaster i've been on the past few weeks.. one extreme to another.. high in the clouds one moment then crying out coz my heart is in pieces.. am i really this strong to get through this? why is this happening again? why am i in this pain? sigh.. i know i'll get through this if i seek Him.. cry out to Him.. He is my healer + comforter.. but why can't i just hide + run away? why is He telling me to stay, to wait, to trust? arghhhhh.. my head + heart is going to explode.. what's going on? only His timing will tell.. only His way will prevail..

i will serve You all of my days.. worship You with all i have.. let go of everything i have in my hands.. even though i'm hurting inside, i need to trust You.. have faith in You.. only then will i get through all this..

waiting for the rainbow to appear

.s.u.r.r.e.n.d.e.r.

posted by carrotz @ 5:22 PM
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