++ Thursday, April 09, 2009

gahhh.. why do i feel so heavy )= i wanna get through this.. but why is it getting harder? shouldn't it be getting easier? why is He telling me to take the risk? what risk?? a risk is the exposure to the chance of injury or loss.. now i know what He means.. He wants me to give up everything, and by doing so it would cause me pain + suffering.. i need to have FAITH in Him.. fwnkn's words yesterday in cell was very encouraging.. and reminded us how we should stand on faith.. i have to be honest + say my faith level hasn't been up to the max as it should be.. through everything that has happened recently, i feel like there is no hope at all with me.. but God gave me a whack.. He holds my future in His hands.. that's already amazing.. i can't ask for anything more.. all i can do is reach out to Him + surrender.. it's all or nothing, even though it hurts so much.. )=

I Still Believe - Jeremy Camp

Scattered words and empty thoughts
Seem to pour from my heart
I've never felt so torn before
Seems I don't know where to start
But its now that I feel your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip washing away my pain

I still believe in your faithfulness
I still believe in your truth
I still believe in your holy word
Even when I don't see, I still believe

Though the questions still fog up my mind
With promises I still seem to bear
Even when answers slowly unwind
It's my heart I see you prepare
But its now, that I feel, your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip washing away my pain

Well the only place I can go is into your arms
Where I throw to you my feeble prayers well in brokenness
I can see that this was your will for me
Help me to know that you are near

I still believe..

posted by carrotz @ 11:26 AM
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